I never thought of myself as a overly emotional person.  Sometimes I'll catch a little tear fall when my kids do something great like finish a race in swimming, score a goal at soccer or shoot their first basket.  But for some reason, the second I drove away from my daughter's first day of Kindergarten drop off, I was bawling.  It was a full out sniffling, snorting, sob.  My husband was in the car and I hate crying in front of him so I was trying to muffle it which only made it all worse. 
Why did I do that?  What made me so emotional?  My daughter had been going to preschool since she was 3 and I had never reacted like that.  What is so special about Kindergarten?  Maybe it was how little she looked walking into that big school.  Maybe I was feeling all the anticipation she was feeling and wanted to go through it for her.  I don't know if it was the thought that she wasn't little anymore or that I no longer had a preschool child.   Whatever caused that emotion was powerful and scary.  I still haven't figured it out.
Friday, September 19, 2008
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